Phantom gets back in touch with local Rapper Premz upon his latest release. Check out the lyrics below….courtesy of The Phantom Market.
Lyrics:
I’m lost for words, so let the pen do the speaking
How we getting to the point where we write letters
Can’t look at your face- im in the wine cellar
Thinking shes a ex, is that the right letter?
Our souls were one, how the fuck am I here
Where I soldier on-
It weren’t supposed to come
But accepting reality
Back then your only dream was to marry me
So young, so innocent, beauty
You spent 4 years getting to the true me
But patience- is what I lacked
Amazing- actual fact
What we lack in ourselves
What we find a partner
Perfect , we should have shined from there after
As a man what we do just to get women-
And we got them everything changes-
It’s funny I was mad at your past
Cos I’m living proof everyone changes
Through depression, you was in my section
Anti depressant was every time we were sexing
No confidence, so prideful,
And you said I was jealous, I got a right too
It comes when you love all the attention
I know you didn’t cheat, but it’s deep
When they ask for your number you don’t think about me
Give a shit about me, you love all the compliments
I know it’s cos you got no confidence
But I told you, you were my world
And in my eyes, and my heart, the most beautiful girl
The truth is, I was insecure, and everything that I gave, it seems u always wanted more,
Thus deserving more, and every time im in studio
You texting other guys cos you feel lonely
Lack of trust while im just tryna work
You had to mess it up for the sake of a flirt-
What don’t work- is you would act up when im around women
Conversing- never tryna get in em
And you knew it, you just felt bad,
No remorse, so you’d try and catch me in the act
This was our functional, nothing going right
Every conversation always leading to a fight
But when we made up- is when we’d do it right
And I swear for those moments is what made us worth the fight
– And the day you told me you was harbouring my seed
Suddenly the past just meant nothing-
A gift from the highest in your womb
You could see I was happy didn’t even have to say nothing
But how we go from that to a fight,
Held u up on the wall- my mind wasn’t right
I blame myself for it- miscarriage
Naïve- I thought we could manage
I saw you change in a second
A heart full of hate, cos the baby was a blessing
Got taken away, And I wont question God’s way
Lost my child and my woman on the very same day
should have stayed, wasn’t in the right place
Left you in your misery, no one to help
I feel guilty- cos you were my angel herself
This should have made you yourself
But instead I heard the news
Overdosed on the pills by yourself
And now I’m just talking to your soul
When I you passed, you took away half of myself
living in regret, can’t make it right
Thinking bout joining you every night
Just give me a sign and I’m there
I left you in life, but let me stay with you in death.
Now I’m living in regret, can’t make it right
Thinking bout joining you every night
Just give me a sign and I’m there
I left you in life, but let me stay with you in death.
